Your Love Is My Drug ;)

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind


Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead


Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love


I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away



-A / KESHA.

Learn How To Throw , Maybe?

Next time , aim on your FUCKED UP target properly then throw. Understand? That's how you throw things to people. First you AIM , then you THROW. Don't just throw without aiming smarty pants.Especially when its something HEAVY. -.- So yeah , thanks for giving me the panic attack and make me missed the last 10 marks by crying over your FUCKED UP jokes -.- THANKS also for getting me that free hug I very much enjoyed. :) At least there is SOMETHING GOOD in this story.



-A

Do I , Or Do I Not? :/

At first , liking you was for fun .Then we started talking and joking around. And ever since that I got to know the real you , through all the conversations we had , and to the jokes we laughed on. I noticed that , I don't just like you , I like like you. And I don't know if I'm happy or scared over this feeling. Knowing that this is the first time I'm feeling this. Eventho , people think that you're not my type , on how weird you are somehow this time , I don't care anymore. I really don't. I feel different around you , good different. (:


P/S: Exam week , can you get over sooner ? Seriously , I'm tired of brainstorming early in the morning. -.-



-A

Bestfriend Much ?

Seriously , I just don't understand how people can just change. From Good to Bad. You were so nice to me before. Now you're mean , I mean I know you got popular and all that , but is changing really necessary? You're different. You used to be this humble, and caring kid. Now you just remind me of a Jerk who likes to make fun of people just cause you got better looking , somehow. You're just not the same guy I used to call Bestfriend. I guess I'm not cool enough to get what's on your mind now , Cool Kid. Thanks anyways. -.-



P/S : What makes you think that its S? HAHA , think again Bitch. Thank You (:



-A

Finally , Seventeen. :)

I , Azleen Shafina has just turned seventeen on this day , 7th of March. THANKSSS TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME. I love you guys , so very much . Can't wait for the activities I'm about to do , for the rest of this day . THANKS AGAIN.



Love ,
A

Once A Bitch , Always Will Be.

Dear A,

I should have thought that being your friend is going to hurt me once again. I should have said no last time and play along with your 2 faces , back-stabbing games. I mean what does it lead to me now? I mean , I hate you even more than I was before. What was I thinking? That you will change? COME ON, I can be REALLY STUPID at times can I? This time I've really learned my lesson that the fact where you can just switch into one COLD HEARTED BITCH MAN. Yeah , that's right , you're like an on and off button where you can just switch into another person. Best part is , can't believe I fell for it.-.- Not to forget, I wasted A LOT of my time to accompany you with your activities. Too late to regret now , huh? And if I could turn back time where we haven't even met , oh man you have no idea how I would love to do so. :)




-A

Finally , It Felt Right This Time.

Woke up this morning , feeling different . Slightly fresh, happy, and somehow free. Went to school, first thing I did was talked about things I did through out my weekends last week to Myra. Once I entered the class, joked around with the classmaties. This time , I felt really free. Instead of talking to people about something happy , while in the same time my head will be thinking about that someone who I can't seem to get over with up to I don't even know when surprisingly , anyways I somehow reacted differently today. As I was joking around with the classmaties I was REALLY HAPPPY , this time , it wasn't just a fake laugh or smile , this time , it was real. I wasn't even talking about him today at all. I've finally moved on , 100% moved on. And that is absolutely something to be proud of. Finally, it felt right to laugh and smile with other people now.


P.S :Thanks to those people who sang the Justin Bieber song in class today.Shockingly , that Bieber song is playing in my head over and over and over again. SERIOUSLY , THANKS. -.-




-A