Really Awake Now.

Okay , it has been 9 days since I last posted something here. Well , due to S P M I've promised myself to cut down my hours on Blogging , Facebook-ing, and etc on weekdays. So yeah , that is what I did , it helped a little , I now tend to at least open a couple of books and do some revision , THANK GOD. Also , got my result for the first term exam this week. It was NOT SATISFYING AT ALL. I regret, lingering and playing around throughout these 3 months since school started. I wasn't serious at all. I mean , seriously getting lower marks than how I use to when I was in form 4? And getting questions such as 'Your plane is going down , don't you think?' or 'What happen to you? You used to be hardworking in my class, and now you're just not.' from the teachers , this is just pure bad man. I feel so defeated, as if I'm the failure, I'm the dumb one. Maybe I am over reacting , I don't know , but what I know is , this year is an effin big year for me and I'm not working my ass off as everyone have been expecting me to do so. Well the first term result was such a big awakening for me, and I'm done playing around I guess. the hardworking Aleen is back people, and I hope I'm not just talking , and I and also hope that, I really work my ass off this time. Got to As the test next time. Wish me luck. (:




P/S :To those who were offended by my blog , I AM REALLY SORRY , this is just the place where I let out everything that disturbs me , or hypes me up. Please do understand? I probably don't mean what I wrote anyways,so yeah. (:




-A