Confused.

I have been busy with school activities these days. Although it sounds healthy , but its really tiring due to the lack of sport I've been doing for the past 16 years. And, I still suck at doing it. But I still have to do it to get good grades on my curriculum since I've been doing REALLY bad for the past years I've been schooling. I also think that this has been affecting my studies too. Since I'm really tired , I could not concentrate in class anymore , all I've been getting was , the feeling to sleep which is really bad. And if I stop doing all my curriculum activities , that will affect my chances to get in a good University. Cause I've been told that Universities are not looking just on the achievement of educations there are also looking for kids with good grades on their curriculum which I really suck at. I'm just too tired to handle everything at the same time. Sometimes it feels like as if I need like a one week break from school and everything else. Seriously , its super tiring. Not to forget , I've been missing a lot in class. Also, I've been ignoring all the homework and assignments that teachers has been given me since January. Gahhh , if only S P M will end sooner.




-A